impetus — hysterical. absurd.
he who expects no gratitude shall never be disappointed
-from a fortune cookie
moving to and from spaces. discovering buildup. confusion — self-induced, self-promoted. as the end drew closer to the subtle mind-movement, sights seemed specific to those occurring again — those that have occurred. the gentile tapping sound from the door would raise concern, but for a moment — for a memory. it was subtle. it was quiet. all was quiet.
in preparation to video
video one. the subtle movements of light. shadow. the development of time based on the shifting of light. passing. an entire day in progression — an hour in duration.
video two. the feel of a brush stroke. building and erasing marks. canvas. floor. the anticipation of sound. the sighs.
in response to our daily routine. functioning mid-sleep states. our disapproval of the other — depression of the next. submission of control.
being moved through a space upon entry. time holds still as if moving frame to frame. the silence of time passing. mysterious hum rising from the left corner. still. i hold still and the moment passes through me.
quick unstoppable motion. explosion of time. delusions of such motions. validating circumstances. our impetus of hysteria. our blurred sight.
